Final showdown

Firstly, very sad wed.. cos deardear have left for his 3 days sailing .. and to add on to it.. I realize that I have lost one side of my ear-ring.. it was the diamond ear rings that my sisters brought me for my 21st birthday.. but I jus can’t remember where I lost it.. deardear called home n ask auntie to search ard but top no avail.. urgh! Sobx sobx! So sad.. have been wearing it for so long.. so sad so sad.. at nite went to meet that xiao zha bor.. know my deardear is worried that she will bring her "cheapskate.. short d***.. small d***.. xiao bai lian.. chao ah gua bf" who may do harm to me n J.. but deardear don worry.. she didn’t bring her doggy along.. think that pathetic doggy is lock up on that island.. ke ke… so met up n was wanting to talk but as I didn't want to spoil my appetite although c her oredi lost half.. n since J told me to better let her eat a FULL meal else her pea brain can’t think properly but the truth is I realize later that even after eating a very filling meal.. her pea brain still not working *groan*
Didn't had the intention to say anything too mean *thats why have been trying to avoid meeting up* tot she will understand but guess pea brains will remain as pea brains.. she never understand.. so since she always say that I'm avoiding her claiming that when she ask me out always not free *for heavens sake* Not everyone is so free like her lor!* but wat irritate me was that she was hinting that I was purposely trying to not meet her up.. avoiding her *I admit that I'm avoiding her but I was really bz too *hate it when she tells me that me avoiding her n always telling her that I'm bz is not equal to saying that I'm finding excuses to avoid her! Can someone pass this pea brain a dictionary??
Anyway after that I asked her wats with the misunderstanding she mention between us.. she ask me why im avoiding her.. I dunno if its jus on my side but based on reliable resources.. many others also share my sentiments.. was keeping it to myself as I don wanna make things worst but since she says that she don have time to read my blog then I shall write it here..
Everyone is avoiding her because this girl is so desperate! Seems to all she is jus so desperate to have a man! For wat reason I dunno.. maybe she jus can't wait to be F***.. guys out there listen up.. lets jus put it the way that she will pay for the hotel room to be F***.. understand wat I mean? This girl is also very good at making herself look like a pathetic little soul out there that needs all the love n care n concern which she desperately need even though she always tells everyone how much her bf loves her n how much she felt loved.. yet if I'm the bf I will love her for her body n even better someone to pay the bills too.. aint that fantastic??!! Think thats bad enough? There's more!
This girl lives in her own world thinking that she has a lot of friends n that she is very pretty.. can dress very well.. everyone gotta give in to her whine n requests.. that the whole world jus simply loves her.. but based on reliable sources"sorry can't name my resources.. confidential" she was nv popular needless to say she was well loved n as a matter of fact seems that a lot ppl hate her.. cos she always act like a pathetic little kid.. make use of others.. reveal friends secrets to others.. oh n she likes to boost to!
Remembered her saying that her bf brought her a diamond necklace for her birthday but the thing is if he can barely pay his own bills where would he get the $$ to buy?? I know I know.. he brought it for her.. then the rest of the mth the expense r fully paid by her.. ha ha ha.. as if there was a diff to that.. oops! to her maybe there was.. the necklaces was brought by her bf with his own $$ *ding ding*
N this girl is jus so irritating.. can u imagine going out her is such a irritating thing to do.. cos all she say is her BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF!!!!
Can u imagine someone who says nothing but bf all then time tells u that women shd not rely on man.. we can survive ourshelevs even w/o man? I almost laugh till my tears drop.. ha ha ha ..
PLS!!! that name simply pisses me off n his surname that s*** face everything abt that cheapskate.. short d***.. small d***.. xiao bai lian.. chao ah gua bf!
J who was there also can't take her s*** anymore n question on a occasion where she jus broke off with her ex n was getting herself drunk n doing all the silly things.. guess wat she said that she know wat she did n insisted that she was not drunk at that time.. so wat silly things she did when she is not drunk?? Oh she jus simply throw herself at guys.. to b touch to caress to b fondled with to b mingled with.. n she is not drunk which means she actually did it on purpose n willingly... she still have the cheek to say she not drunk.. n when question abt her friends concern n care to her she says that she understand what they r doing but blames them for doing it.. n blames them for creating trouble *jaw drops*
To this point even J can't take it anymore.. its no point wasting our time talking to her.. cos like I say she lives in her own world! She will nv c her own mistakes! She will nv grow up!
N when she said that she had not being reading my blogs for mths cos she is so *busy* i almost burst out laughing!!!
First - if she had not read my blog n understand all my hints n concern n advise.. I guess she is jus dumb cos any tom.. dick.. harry *unless a dog can read* will understand wat I meant.. shes the only one who don understand.. wat do u expect me to do with some pea brain??
Second - pls lah.. so wats the big hu ha of u starting ur new job?? U r not the only one that needs to work n for that pathetic pay.. I pity her to b so dumb to spend so much time doing all the s***.. n she still feels she so impt my "a**!"
Thirdly - can't stand her boosting knowing this CO or that CEO.. give me a break.. if u have so much contacts u don have to call ur friend to ask for discounts!
Fourthly - for her info, working in C**** n P********* is no f***ing big deal so pls stop making it sound so fantastic cos I have nv boost of having work for C*******, F****, S****** such MNCs.. so can u jus shut that F***ing mouth of urs.. maybe u shd jus open up ur legs n be F*** till u can't even talk.. maybe then u will jus SHUT UP!!
Oh last but not least didn't wanna embarrassed her further yst.. next time u wanna say a lie or try to argue abt something .. pls consolidate all ur info first.. cos when u say u nv read my blog.. I almost burst out laughing.. cos if u had not read it in mths.. u will not have known that I went to a pinic last mth n I did not ask her along.. she will not know that I jus change my blogskin a few weeks back n advise that I change my blogskin n of cos she will not have known that J n me was very close n have been going out very often.. I really dunno wat is going on inside that pea brain of hers.. maybe been played n f*** by too many man that she can't think straight anymore.. I dunno.. but anyway I couldn't b bothered.. Jus leave me alone.. N as for the $30 she own me for her HIV test *drag for mths liao* u wanna return jus return else take it that i pity u gotta support ur pathetic bf..

Good start = Good End?
It's a good Monday morning other then the morning shower.. As usual a bit blue n tired from all the events over the weekend.. Dear is on leave today so he went to buy me breakfast n also c me off to work..
Back in office again *weekends always pass by so fast- looking at my pile up desk *left over work from fri* so unlike me to leave my work undone but thanks to my collegues who loves giving me work to do jus 1 hr b4 Im off *wat can I do?*
Bz Bz Bz.. finally managed to finish all that I have to do.. Looking for ward to 0630 cos DearDear is coming to pick me up for dinner at Vilage to celebrate our 44mths anniversary.. the food was gd n its kinda quiet *which is gd*
"DearDear,
Happy Anniversary! Thanks for walking me thru all the happiness n sadness.. thanks for sharing ur joy.. happiness n sadness with me.. Looking forward to many many more days.. weeks.. mths..years.. together with u.. Love u always! Hugz n Kissess! Muack!"
As if there was someone out there whos jus jealous abt my happy life n jus have to ruin my happy day! I found out that there were some dumb ass accusing me of something I had not done n my poor friend was been implicated into this matter! All my friends who knows me well enough will know that I hate it when I have been wrongly accuse of something I had not done or any dumb ass trying to hurt my friends in anyway.. I simply HATE n LOOK DOWN on such ppl! They r the lowest form of creatures in planet earth! Always pointing fingers at others n not realizing that the other 4 fingers r pointing back at themselves.. Such ppl r jus irritating! Sop shameless! So stupid! So idiotic! They must have been using their ass to think! HATE such ppl! HATE!!!! HATE!!!! HATE!!!!!! N for crying out loud when u jus simply leave that person alone.. that irritating fellow will come knocking at ur door! Dunno wats wrong with their brains! Too long never used? Or r they born stupid? I wonder.. Maybe like old ppl always say.. skin itchy.. too long never let ppl scold so will come knocking at ur door n force u to scold her.. this kind of ppl really so cheap! leh! Must find ppl scold then feel better.. R they psycho or wat? I guess they too free nothing to do.. eat too full liao.. so go ard asking for trouble n creating trouble!
Don understand y this kind of ppl knows that Im a straightforward person n when provoked can say very mean n horrible things! They jus wanna hear it! They jus want to know how mean n horrible I can b.. . So they try to provoke me! N great! They succeeded! So for the last 2hrs.. I was wasting my time entertaining such idiots! I even had to miss watching my "desperate housewive" S**H! F***!
This ppl always assume that they know a lot n that ppl will understand them but sorry lor.. guess they r jus living in their own world thinking that everyone knows them that well to understand wat they mean! Pls wake up lah!!! This is planet earth! No ones has to know wat u mean n moreover if they r living in another world out of reality then how do we human understand wat they meant? Only humans in the real world understand ppl living in the real world not their own world.. Cos the real world is cruel! But that reality! Reality is cruel! So for goodness sake if u ppl got nothing better to do pls find ppl of ur own world n leave us humans living in the real world ALONE! If living in the other world where everyone soul simply loves u.. where u r so loved.. where everyone have to give in to ur whines n requests... where reality don exist.. where everyone gotta understand the S*** they say.. where everything they do is always rite etc!!!! PLEASE!!!!! Continue to stay there! No ones will ask u to get out of that world n PLEASE don try to join us in the reality world! No ones has to love wat theylove! No one have to like wat they like! Jus F*** O** will u! Cos we can't stop u from thinking that some F**K**G I*IO**S.! . . C*E*PS*A*E fellow..NO LOOKS! NO BODY! NO $$$.. DESPERATE fellow is DECENT! We don even care wat they wanna do.. if their aim was to b able to F*** ard then go ahead! GO F***! B F***! GET F***! That's nor of our business! N if anyone is to use the word "FRIEND" towards us.. Lets jus say THEY R NOT FIT TO USE THAT WORD!!!! Cos they make use of friends.. they push blames on friends.. they only look for friends when they r bored or needed help or something bad had happen.. they lie to friends.. they backstab n reveal intimate details of their friends to others... they betray the trust their friends have in them.. they refuse to c all the care n concern n advise their friends gave them but they fail to c all this! Cos to them theses r wat they do for friends.. so I pity their "friends" or I shd put it the way that if they have "friends" then they probably belong in the same world where they r jus making use of each other *sad*pathetic* but to them that's their so called friends.. I may not b very knowledgeable or smart or pretty or have lots of friend nor am I very well loved but I can much better in all aspects compare to such ppl!
For such ppl let me give u a pc of advise n let u know wat is the meaning of "friend"
One does not have to have lots of friends
Friends do not need to go out or contact each other all the time
Friends r ppl who cares for u n ur well being
Friends do not use harsh word on each other
Friends r not reluctant to apologize for their wrongs n mistakes
Friends forgive n forget
Friends cherish their time together even if its jus a 10mins call
Friend talk abt everthing they don hide truths
Friends care for u n will try their best to hide some hurtful or harmful thing from u
Friends can come out anytime even if its jus for a simple meal
Friends don lie
Friends help each other they don make use of each other
Friends don force their to do things against their wishes
Friends support ur decision for the better or worst
Friends give u advise on everything for ur own gd
Friends r not selfish
Friends don dig up ugly past
Friends don threaten
Friends don question u of ur actions cos they respect u
Friends love u for who u r
Friends try to make time for each other despite how busy they r
Friends don count the number of favors
Friends stand by u regardless wat happens
Friends worry for u
Friends don look down on each other
Friends don reveal each others secrets to others
Friends share their worries｡ﾄ happiness.. sadness.. joy
Friends cry together n has fun together
Friends respect each other
Friends don put each other in awkward n difficult positions
Friends don hurt each other
Friends don talk behind each others back
Friends don backstab
Friends don accuse or point fingers
Friends tell u truths
Friends laugh r ur silly cold jokes
Friends r understanding

Wild weekend!

Wat a wonderful wkend! Have jus return from the chalet n I jus can't wait to share my joy n all the fun we've had!
Day 1
picked up jeanie from her place before heading down to Pasir ris downtown east.. was very hungry n since jeanie had not try the buffet at sakura we went over for a BIG feast consisting of fresh salmon.. Claypot with baby lobsters.. seafood hotplate.. tempura.. ebi fry.. siew mai.. shark's fin soup.. n of cos not forgetting my deserts.. oreo cheesecakes.. ice creams.. fruits.. kueh lapis..n others tasty little cakes! Had a very filling dinner! Was planning for bowlibng session but both me n Jeanie was very tired as we came still from work.. so we chatted n watch Jacky Wu's "Guess Guess Guess" on TV.. also did some girlie stuffs like yakking n flipping thru magazines together.. Cleo have a special on bikinis!! But before dozing off.. the sudden urge for coffee kick in so my darling deardear went to buy it for us.. thanx!!
Day 2
Today deardear got up super early ard 0830 to get me n jeanie breakfast from BK.. We had a wonderful breakfast eating n watching cartoon on TV… After breakfast we headed straight to "Wild Wild Wet".. But the time we reach ard 11am.. the place was oredi packed! But that did not dampen our moods except for the sky that threated to rain.. rain poured ard 12 but after jus 1 hr the sky clear up n the sun was out shining brightly! Jeanie, myself n Deardear was so excited! We went for the most interesting ride "The Samsung Slide up" it was damm cool! High to a max!!!! that really got us started.. after that we tried "The waterworks".. that's where I got stuck in the dark tunnel cos my shorts was cotton n its caused too much friction so can't slide.. But deardear was so sweet to offer me his shorts while he went ard in his trucks.. thanks dear! Mux! Afterthat follow by "Ular-lar" n then to the shiok river! We laze ard the "shiok river" enjoying the sun. n relaxing a bit to recoop our energy.. keke.. afterthat headed to "the Tsunami" this pool make sartificial waves n thanks to my deardear for letting us enjoy the "fun" by pulling our float to crash against the strong waves.. ya capsize n drank lots of water.. afterthat we went over to look at the kiddy water park "Yakult Professor’s Playground" n enjoy lots of water splashing n jets.. COOL!!!! Huimei was suppose to join us earlier but was caught up in the rain at her place.. didn’t know she had arrived early n had made her wait for us.. *sorry huimei!* Nonetheless.. she did not missed that fun.. even thought it was oredi 5 when she entered.. we went on the play the rides again! YA!! Round 2 for us.. by then me deardear n jeanie was oredi burnt n cooked like lobsters.. all hot n red.. ha ha .. maybe crisy too.. keke! Huimei had a lot of fun in that 2hrs! too bad we gotta leave at 7pm when its closed.. oh n btw did I mention the Polynese dancers? The man were jus wearing some groin clothes .. *eyes wide open! jaw drop* look like wat a sumo will wear.. me n jeanie mangeed to take a pic with them.. so must stay tune to the pictures!! Back at the chalet.. jeanie started the BBQ fire *she's gd!* ke ke.. n me as usual flexing my cutting skills slicing up the meat.. Doris n alan kor kor jopined us ard 8pm b rought more food.. grapes.. kaya cake *yum yum*.. lychee.. n more hotdogs!! On top of that we also had satay.. otah.. black pepper chicken.. Taiwan sauages!!!! So satisfied!! At nite.. me, alan korkor.. deardear n jeanie.. settled down for some manjong session while doris doze to rest..
Day 3
Checking out today.. packing all the stuff.. had breakfast of mee siam with everyone before heading home n now sharing my excitement with all my dear friends!!!
Stay tune for the pics! *wink*

Sick Sick Me

Sniff sniff.. still recovering from my cold.. not feeling too good.. think my sore throat getting worst.. Doc Doc where r u? jus too tired to visit the company doc after work.. All i want is to rest rest rest n more rest.. cos i have to get well enough to go to wild wild wet this Sat..
Yes! This is the lil getaway for me n deardear n also my lil gathering with my dear friends *excited*
have been doing some planning for the chalet this wk.. planning the guest list.. the food.. the stuff to bring.. yup i'm doing all this myself.. cos deardear is bz at work as usual n since work is not as bz in office for me so got some time to do all the coordination *glad enough that deardear managed to take leave tml*
So now having some time to blog n do some editing n packing our stuff later... Can't wait for tml to come... Jeanie will b coming to stay over.. maybe kit too.. then doris.. alan kor kor n huimei will join us on sat for the BBQ.. Now gotta go watch "Project Superstar".. Must support Chen WeiLian (M5).. His my SUPERSTAR!!
Gotta go take dinner n watch TV now.. stay tune for more pics n updates on the chalet!! Ciao!Mux!

Wat is the meaning of promise?

This word strike me out of a sudden.. wat is the meaning of promise? Have anyone ever check in the dictionary wat this word means? Why is it that we have been using this word for the past decades n still not know the real meaning of this word?
This word is so often used.. but wat is the true meaning? Is a promise a lie? A vow? A swear? An agreement? A white lie? A betrayal of trust? A form of boasting?
Ppl say promises r made to b broken.. then why in the first place does a person make a promise? Only to break it?
Is there a reason behind it? Y do ppl do that? I also dunno.. think abt it..
Parents tell their kids..
If u listen to mummy n daddy n behave urself.. we promise we buy u sweets/ toys.. etc
But do they actually do it?
Is that a white lie? Or a promise?
Men tells women..
I promise that I will love u till the end of the world.. till the river runs dry till the heavan falls.. u will b the only one I love.. I will never leave u.. u r the best thing that happen to me..
But after sex? They dump u for another women.. n repeat the same stuff..
Is that a lie? Or a promise?
Students tells teacher..
I promise not to do it again..
But after 1 wk?
So is that a lie ? or a promise?
Human tells God
Dear God pls bless me for blah blah blah.. or pls grant me the wish of blah blah blah.. I promise to give in return blah blah blah..
So is that a vow? Or a promise?
Ppl to their friends/ buddies/ parents.. etc
I promise that I will do this.. hint ur advise in future etc etc.. else my whole family die.. I get knock down by car.. .blah blah blah..
So is that a swear? Or a promise?
Sounds interesting? Ha ha ha..
I have seen n heard so much of all these crap... from friends.. men n of cos parents
Many of my friends will go ard.. I promise u lah.. if I cannot do this or that.. I will etc etc..
Some even promise to gods that if they ever do this or did that then retribution will befall on their loved ones.. the father lah.. gransmother lah.. friend lah.. sisters lah.. everyone lah.. blah blah blah..
so common rite? Always heard that from ur friends rite?
But the sad thing is I’m someone who believes in retribution.. if u do not fulfill ur promise.. retribution will befall..
At times I wonder.. cos I used to use this word too.. but now I try not to use it.. maybe I’m afraid of retribution? Or maybe I jus don c the pt of breaking a promise if I know that I may not b able to fulfill it… n maybe its because I simply hate braggers n ppl who like to boast.. like the hokkien ppl say: the hole not so big don talk till so big… ha ha ha..
To me if retribution was to befall on me.. I would resign myself as I broke my promise n I shd accept the consequences.. but usually things don turn out this way.. retribution will befall on ur loved ones instead… they will b the one who will pay for ur sin.. ur broken promise n the best thing is u don even realize it.. cos u don realize the amt of sin u have committed when u break a promise.. i dunno if its jus pure coincidence or retribution have befall but I have seen bad thing happen to ppl who betraymy trust or have did something bad towards me n in a particular case this person was involve in a accident… soon after..
Sounds scary? Up to u to believe…
Chinese have a saying: retribution will befall ppl who sin.. if its not now.. don b too happy cos its jus that the time is not ripe yet..
So the next time u gonna make a promise to someone think twice… unless of cos its due to god’s will.. else u may not b able to bear the consequences of a broken promise...

Life Still Goes On..

-Boring Monday-
Today wake up feeling very very tired... dunno why.. must have been dreaming too much at nite.. yawnz.. Work was boring as uaual with the usual stuff to do.. even worst w/o Jeanie chatting with me *qin ai de miss all the chatting*
Deardear today went Tuas so was back home early.. Knowing that he was a bit tired from all the events over the wkend I let him stay home to rest although he wanted to pick me up from work..
Anyway we went for dinner at Ikea *kinda miss the chicken wings* had the local rice set that comes with a generous serving of broccoli *yum yum.. my favorite* n os cos had my chicken wing ke ke..
After dinner, walked ard Ikea before heading back home to watch my favorite drama series "desperate housewives" it's the last 4 episodes.. Becoming more n more exciting!!

-Grey Grey Tuesday-
Today woke up to a rainy sky.. the rain seems to threaten to go on for the whole day.. Got ready for work n was lucky to b able to fetch a cab fast before my brolly gets blown off by the strong wind..
Reach office n somehow I started to feel something not rite *ah choo.. sniff.. sniff* I caught a cold.. also dunno how come I nv caught in the rain also catch a cold.. was hoping to get well by lunchtime but seems like this time its not a case of nose irritation *I always get that cos I got bit bit sinus prob* Work was a bit bz cos my boss leaving town again this thurs so gotta rush out the invs that he wants to bring over..
Walked to Maxwell market with my colleagues for lunch n took the delicious "salted vegetable with duck soup" was hoping that it will help me but.. no use.. sniff sniff...
Ard lunchtime, my da jie mag me n inform me that Granny is admitted to ICU at TTSH n her condition wasn’t too gd as she had been warded since last tues n was discharged yst *that was Monday!* but ard dawn.. my uncle gotta sent her in again cos she say she cant breathe n after some test the docs say that my granny was in critical condition n she had to b sent to the ICU as her kidneys r failing n she had a heart attack.. went to visit her in the hospital.. deardear had to run a errand so I headed down myself first.. thankfully Jackson volunteer to wait for me *he works in ttsh* n bring me to the ward as I was not too such how to get there n of cos this friend of mine also know that I am a "lu chi" I always lost my way almost everywhere I go : p
*really thank him for waiting for me till 7pm cos his actually off work at 0530... Thanks a lot Jackson!*
Deardear came later n went in to c my granny.. her condition was really bad.. there was tubes running in n out of her.. lots of machines surrounding her.. it hurts to c her like that.. she can hear us talk to her but my usually chatty granny counld talk at all.. I can c n sense her frustration.. even deardear was speechless when he saw my granny.. prob it was the first time we were in a ICU unit.. a bit scary.. deardear was also very angry to know that granny was discharged yst only to b brought back in a worst condition n has to b place in ICU.. it touches my heart to know that my bf really cares for my family members.. my relatives n friends.. it really means a lot to me may it jus b a few sentences...
*deardear I wan to let u know that everything u have done for me.. my friends n family means a lot to me n I really appreciate all that u done.. Love u always*

Scream & Shout!

Yst went KTV with Doris n Jeanie n Kit n Alan Kor kor.. Headed to Kbox at Suntec.. Been a long time since I last went to the KTV.. Have been wanting to sing but no kakis n everyone was bz too.. so finally yst everyone free to join in the fun!
Was really happening! Everyone was feeling excited n kinda high *dunno why* ke ke*
Even thought deardear was not feeling too well –still recovering from his gastric flu- he was enjoying the fun too.. everyone was singing happily n the best thing is we got some –real- screaming songs to scream out loud! Ha ha ha! Damm shiok ah! Sing like no tml.. Kit n Deardear scream their way to Bon Jovi's "its my life" while I followed up with Zhang Huimei's "three days three nites" n jeanie joined in the fun with Zhang Huimei "high high high"
Then came with a series of F.I.R songs.. scream scream scream!! We were all so high that we were standing up n singing n screaming n shouting till we were all shag out by the time we finish sining those songs.. feeling the soreness in our throats.. all of us settled down to sing some slower songs.. but Alan korkor was tired from work n his soccer training so they left ard 0130.. but we were not ready to end the session without a bash! So we ended with Alex To "tuo diao" ha ha ha.. all I can rememeber is tuo tuo tuo!! Sang till 4am *think we were the last group of ppl- its was real enjoyable* Afterthat we all headed home.. desperately need to catch some beauty rest.. esp for me n deardear cos gotta meet my boss n collegues for celebration brunch at Intercontinental hotel today..
Jus woke up from my sleep.. instant knock out.. Guess was the effect of too much champagne n also having slept only 4 hrs yst.. Am still feeling a bit bubbly.. think due to the effect of champagne.. advice: don drink too much champagne at once.. cos I ended up have hiccups from bugis back to Jalan Bukit Merah.. think I’m as bubbly as the champagne I drank.. the champagne brunch with my boss offers free flow of champagne.. can u imagine that I have been drinking champnge non-stop from 11am to 3opm!!! The amt I drink think can amt to approx 2 bottles liao *blurp* of cos other then champange also not forgetting the delicious range of cuisine served.. there was a wide spread.. from prawns w/o shell.. crayfish.. oysters.. salmon.. peking duck.. to sushi.. muffins.. pastas.. lamd.. chicken fish n not forgetting my favourite deserts!! Can u imagine they have chocolate fondue !! fresh big strawberries n mash mallows n donut balls soak in rich chocolate n anot forgetting the hot crepes served with frozen icecream top with bananas.. nuts.. chocolate craving n a wide variety of pastry like chocolate éclairs.. fruit tars.. cheese cakes.. pies.. chocolate truffles.. tiaramisu.. chocolate moose.. n many many more *drools* yum yum yum.. that’s life man! Good chocolate with good champagne.. think that’s a once in a lifetime treat man.. cos the buffet brunch cos S$110++ per head *whew*
But the sad thing is my boss did not mention anything abt nmy confirmation.. lets pray.. pls god bless that there will not b any appraisal doen n my boss will jus give me my confirmation letter when I reach exactly the 3rd mth.. pray sincerely.. god bless me..
Btw I wanna thank my deardear.. thanks for acompaning me to the brunch *even though u cant join me* n waiting a whole 4 hrs for me to finish brunch before sending me home.. I know u could have jus sleep n wait for me at home but thanks for sacrificing ur sleep to send me there n wait for me alone till it all ended.. thank you for taking care of me when I jus can’t stop hiccupping.. really appreciate all that u have done for me.. n also not forgetting to say sorry that I wasted our Sunday like that.. will definitely make up to u *muack*hugs*love u*

Panic!

Yst deardear almost got admitted to hospital cos he was complaining abt the discomfort in his stomach n later into the nite he felt like vomiting *panic* forced him to go c doc @ AH n they wanted to ward him for observation cos they suspect that he might have appendicities but deardear felt that he was jus stomach gas n choose to come back home.. so the after a nite of medication n care *i slept at 4am* deardear is so much better today but he still missed his rugby match against SP *deardear health more impt*.. i also missed the chance to watch but its ok.. i will always have another chance *wink*
Woke up @ 2pm today.. had brunch with deardear n had the sudden urge to go temple to pray n get some blessings for my brunch with my boss tml.. so now rushing to change my blogskin n update my bloggie.. later will b meeting Jeanie to go find Doris at her shop n also to go KTV n dinner as planned.. Alan kor kor will b joining us too.. Maybe Kit will b coming too.. ke ke.. can't wait to go singing.. been a while since i last went KTV.. Haiz better stop my crap.. gotta get ready to go out now.. Ciao!

Friday Movie

Its Fri!! Yahoo!
Today as usual work in office still bit bit slow.. worst thing is Jeanie no longer working!! Then no one chit chat with me.. no one gossip with me.. haiz.. think I need sometime to get use to it.. but on the other hand really feel very happy for that "silly girl".. Finally she can go n study n do wat she wants to to realize her dreams *must work hard ok!*
Yst meet up with Doris n Jeanie for some shopping… Jeanie finally got her cute little cardigan from Isetan.. we also headed to Loewe to take a look at the bag Doris was smitten with.. it's a nice classic black bag very nice but also very tai tai.. for doris is ok lah.. then we proceeded to Taka to take a look at LV.. Deardear offered to buy me the card holder as my current purse quite rotten liao.. but that card holder my 2 sis oredi have liao.. n also deardear jus brought me my prada last wk.. better not lah.. hopfully my confirmation come this Sunday when I go brunch with my boss then I will buy it myself- finally after going to Chanel.. then Christian Dior.. we came to our main goal the Gucci sale.. it was a mess! But the price wasn't actually very fantastic *abt 30-50%* none of us actually found anything we like thus we didn't get any stuff… ard 0830 Alan kor kor came to pick us up in his 3 wks old Hyundai Getz for dinner.. was wanting to eat steamboat at the "tian tian huo guo" but as usual the place was pack so we head to this "zhi cha" store at Chinatown aka "wait long long store" - highly recommend by doris n alan korkor
We had "Fish Head Bee Hoon", "Fried KaiLan", "Prawns with Tofu"Bitter gourd n chicken stew" n "deep fried chicken".. the soup for the fish head bee hoon was "power" super rich!! Basically the food was quite nice jus that like Doris n Alan korkor named it.. really gotta wait very very long for the food at least half an hr.. but like they say good food is worth waiting.. keke..
Afetr dinner Doris suggested that we head to Mustafa to do some shopping at Mustafa but my legs oredi cannot take it liao *they wear sandals, I wear heels leh* n I also need to work today so I decline the offer n headed straight home to rest.. while Alan kor kor sent Jeanie back home.. tot the TV will repeat the "Project SuperStar" on TV but don have *disappointed* really admire the contestant named "Chen Wei Lian".. his vocals really "power" so sentimental.. tears always well up in my eyes when he sing.. starting from the initial audition of "huo cai tian tang" to "I Believe" to "Gu Dan De Ye Li Wo Bu Gu Dan".. his singing really touch my heart.. even if he may not b able to c the world or the audience.. Really admire his courage.. he have proven to many that he may b physically impaired but if he feels that he is not mentally he can have achievements as great as a normal being! Even if he don win the competition he is oredi a “Superstar” to me.. For his almost pitch perfect vocals.. for his pride.. his courage….
*Chen Wei Lian, I will always support you!! Jia You!*
Later will be going to catch "Mr & Mrs Smith" at GV Grand with deardear.. oredi dated him last sat.. keke.. hmmzz.. its only 3pm now.. can’t wait to get off work!!
Looking forward to this coming wkend.. its filled with lots of events!! Tml gotta go watch deardear play rugby against SP *so excited* wonder if I might get to watch Kit play too.. Then at nite going to go KTV with Doris, Jeanie, DearDear n Alan Korkor..
Tick tock.. tick tock…
*God Bless me that I will get my confirmation.. Praying. Praying very hard...*

-=Thursday Nite Fever=-
Its another boring day at work.. as usual nothing much to do..
Yst was chatting with my snr, she was asking me abt the situation at my side *she on level 6 me in level 8* it seems that the situation was very tense everyone like working like no tml.. very stress n also vety scary..
The boos on my side is constantly on the “patrol” walking ard to observe everyone’s working attitude etc.. then my snr was telling me that it seems that the prev retrenchment may not b sufficient.. they may b looking at axeing more ppl.. that’s why is no one is willing to leave on their own accord then they may look ard to axe someone who faults at work *stress*
Then I was telling her that the co. also hiring.. n she was surprise cos she didn’t know abt it.. in the midst of the conversation, my boss ask me in to ask me to do some stuff n he also asked if I had a haircut *blush*
Although I have cut it for a wk liao but it still feels gd at least my boss notice.. keke..
Today am meeting Doris n Jeanie to go check out on the Gucci sales n also do some shopping.. I better not find anything I like at Gucci cos if I do then I gotta pay for it myself cos deardear oredi brought me my prada : p
Guess its back to our girls nite out again except today mt deardear is tagging along cos his so "welcome" by my dear friends *puke.. keke* at the same time we can sort of celebrate for Jeanie cos tml will b her last day n she will b starting the new phrase of her life.. going on to do her degree –congrats-
Today had "ai xin" wan tan mee courtesy of my deardear.. yum yum.. satifying breakfast in the morning n having deardear to eat with me jus make my day better..my darling deardear also came to lunch with me cos he off today.. he he.. was discussing yst abt the possibility of getting a laptop for deardear cos he finds it more convenient for me to do my blogging n also he can use as n when he needs it else Simon always need his laptop for sch work.. so guess it’ is a good idea to get a laptop of our own.. Like that deardear can make use f it to do some of his work stuff too
But there r still some problems to settle like which ISP to used.. deardear was checking with Jeanie abt her Max online as it’s the only one that doesn’t need a phone line.. currently Simon is using the phone line back at home so deardear can’t actually tap on it.. so deardear will check it out n c wat the charges r n if it can fit into our saving plans.. but it seems that the CS at PS have no time for my deardear n he is losing his temper over it! So he suggest we go back to Tampines where its not so crowded.. think if the charges falls within our savings n budget n if deardear is fine with the instalment plan of the laptop then bingo!! We will have a brand new lap top to use *yeah!*
So now gotta wait for deardear's to chk out all the details n confirm the total charges of everything before we decide whether top buy or not to buy… haiz.. actually was still very hesitant abt buying the lappy.. but after some calculations n deardear’s coming bounus.. its abt time we get him something he needs n wants.. k eke..Was wondering if I might b able to catch a glimpse of some nice wallets at Gucci later cos deardear's wallet very old liao.. . n he hinted that he like the prada one we saw.. hopefully there’s something at Gucci that’s cheap else I guess I'll b back at prada to get deardear his wallet.. hmmmzzz..
It oredi 0535.. urgh! 0615 faster come then I can head to orchard to meet Doris n Jeanie!! Deardear also coming to pick me up from office *xin fu si le.. keke*

What have the world become!!!

Recently have been reading a lot abt new abt teenagers n their unwanted pregnancy… its seems so scary.. These girls r all so young like 16-18 yrs old.. Sometimes I wonder wat the hell these kids r thinking!!! Having unwanted pregnancy getting sexually involved.. don they realize that they r actually at the losing end as the man will always disappear or jus dump them n carry on with life as usual? the traumatize one is the girls! They r the one who gotta worry abt pregnancy.. think of silly ideas to try getting rid of the baby like punching or getting someone to kick on the abdomen n other stupid methods!! Don they realize that they r only endangering their own life! They can die else the damage is for life!! They r at a tender age of 16-18yrs.. wat will happen in future when they really settle doen n get married?? Doesn’t it occur to them that they may never b able to conceive?? I have been young before maybe when I’m at that tender age .. We know the consequences or maybe kids at that time were not as daring as kids nowadays… Most imptly I feel it may b due to the fact that we have a fear within us of our parents.. we know that our fathers will prob whack the life out of us! Maybe parents nowadays are liberal enough to let thing like that happen to their kids.. Maybe back then we understand n know wat shame was.. knowing that its is extreme humiliation n embarrassment to both our family n ourselves. I really dunno. abt kids nowadays.. maybe the girls feels that getting sexually involve means that they love their bfs.. but to u its love.. but to the man??? They look at it as they love too *the body only*.. I clearly remember that when was in sec sch we sex was a hush hush thing.. girls would crowd ard n whisper abt such things complete with lots of *yucks.. eee.. Disgusting* we blush n were bewildered with some stories we read in magazines.. but kids nowadays.. they don blush.. they don even feel ashamed!! They r more glad n happy to let the whole world know how often they were "F***" or "S*****D" n don b surprised that they know more then u can read from adult magazines!!
I have a friend who had sex with her bf when we were still in our teens n soon after that the guy broke off with her *wat a jerk!* luckily she was not pregnant after a major scare *yes! She missed her period*.. my friend live to regret wat she had done.. but all was too late.. its not only abt ur virginity! It’s ur didnity.. ur pride.. ur future! Wat they have done have oredi scare them.. its deeply engrave in the heart in the soul forever.. always feeling so dirty like u were raped.. forevery remembering the moments that it all first started n the guilt that will start all over again.. its an endless cycle of shame n guilt.. a friend whom I accompanied for an abortion was worse.. she had sex with her ex n after they broke off n she realized that she got pregnant.. she was jus a student.. although the man is willing to pay for op but that’s all that he will do.. can u imagine.. I accompanied her for the check ups n follow ups but on the actual day of the op I had lessons so she ended up going alone.. she was still feeling weak n dizzy jus 2 hrs after the op n she had to fend for herself.. Luckily another friend of mine went to pick her up else can u imagine wat would have happen!!
Now at the age of 25.. I won’t say that I’m qualified to preach or give advice as I ‘m still considered young n have not seem the world yet.. this is jus my personal opinion.. but I have known friends of younger ages n am surprise to know of their active sex life since a tender age too.. I don wanna know how many partners they have now n do not wanna think abt how many they will have in future but I jus hope that they can c the facts n truths in the world.. if u wanna have sex pls take precautions.. I don really care if u get AIDS or not.. I jus don wish that innocent lives r killed even before they have the chance to c the world.. its unfair for them to have to suffer such a fate for your "moment of passion".. if u can’t afford to carry the burden of a new life take precaution.. I’m a free thinker... but still I can feel the pain of those little lives... so if anyone is reading this.. pls think of the consequences before u do anything stupid! Below is a conversation btw 2 man, 1 married 1 not…. After hearing this I feel that maybe some parents shd wake up their idea now!!

Married man – A (married man with a toddler boy n trying for a girl now)
Single man – B (planning marriage)

A- I trying for a girl for baby 2
B- Really?
A- Ya.. Why?
B- No lah.. don mind I ask u some questions of being a parent..
A- Sure
B- Wat will u do when u know ur daughter have a boyfriend?
A- I will find an occasion to go out with her n her bf then ask my friends from the "bad" world to wait ard then act like upon chance they were there n intro them to the boy n ask "them" to "take good care" of him cos his my daugther’s bf n on another occasion the same scene will happen again but this time I’ll ask my friends working in the "good" world to appear n say the same thing for "them" to "take good care" of the boy as he is my daughter’s bf..
B- Why r u doing that??
A- then the boy better think 3 times before he dare to "play" with my daughter lah.. anything wrong both world ppl will come looking for him! C he scare not!
B- Ok... then wat will u do when u realize that ur daughter is sexually active?
A- Oh.. no choice but I will warn her to take precaution cos I can’t stop her rite?
B- Ok.. then wat if u find out that ur daughter pregnant??
A- Huh!! Die lor.. Ask her go abort lor.. but iof she wants to keep then if I can I will support the child lor..
B- Ok.. then wat if all these happen to ur son?
A- oh.. like that different..
B- ok.. Then if he have gf?
A- oh.. ask him bring back let me c lah.. if can then ok lah.. if cannot make it then maybe ask him abt his choice lah.. but if he like can liao lor..
B- ok.. then if u know he sexually involved liao leh?
A- like that I will tell him better take precaution cos I don wanna take responsibility for him.. he have to b responsible himself.. don anyhow "shoot"
B- like that ah.. then if he got the girl pregnant how?
A- I ask him lah.. he like the girl not.. got feeling not.. I won’t force him lah.. if he say non love I will not force him to get married lor.. then I will meet the girls parents lah.. c they wanna keep or aboprt lor.. if they wanna keep then that their pro blah.. if they wanna abort then give $$ solve prob lor.. but if got love wanna married n give birth to the child then I will try my best to support till my son can tahan himself lor..

~ For My Loved Ones ~
This morning had a nitemare.. it was abt me n my deardear breaking off n in the dream, I was not upset at all.. it seem all so calm.. sounds so scary cos deardear also look calm in the dream.. That’s all I can remember.. woke up n told deardear abt it n he kiss me on my forehead to assure me that its jus a nitemare.. everything is fine n he loves me.. but this nitemare of mine got me thinking abt a lot of things.. having seem wat my deardear had done to assure n thinking back of all that he have done for me… althought I always say that I appreciate all that he have done for me n I have also felt that way but sometimes I think my temper still got the better of me.. so I end up throwing tantrums n pick up ridiculous arguments with him.. everyone sees us as the lovely dovely.. happy go lucky n fun couple to b with but we had our fair share of fights n arguments n disagreements too.. but over time.. we have grown to learn to take a step back even if we know we r not at fault n we’ll jus dismiss it off as.. getting out from the wrong side of the bed.. Stress from work.. tired.. or even jus plain grouchy.. ha ha ha.. sounds crappy rite.. but that’s how the 2 of us maintain this relationship.. we may not b the most perfect couple but I’m contented with wat I have.. cos I have him n he have me ^_^
Its also came to me that my beloved deardear is also very nice to my friends except a few.. he may look like the boor n bo chup fellow but deep down his jus a man of wat the Chinese say "mouth like a knife but heart like tofu".. prob man will always b man.. they don show their emotions openly.. but I’m glad that he opens up to me.. I feel like a part of his life n I also open myself to him letting him into my life.. going thru all our happiness n unhappiness together n braving all with each other.. sometimes I feel that we r becoming lesser n lesser of I, me, myself.. n more like we, us, ours.. but despite that we still keep our own life n circle of friends only that we also try to incorporate each other in.. n I’m glad that he blends in well n my friends like him too.. his also very caring towards my friends.. many of my friends commented that he is very nice.. easy going.. caring n of cos very funny.. ha ha ha.. having hear all these from my friends.. I’m so happy n contented as I have seen lots of my girlfriends who have boyfriends who is so stuck up.. proud.. unfriendly etc.. n most of them end up losing all her friends like us cos nobody wants to c her boyfriend who puts in sarcastic comments n always seem like he looks down on us.. it jus kills the mood of the outing.. thus they will always b left out of the friends gathering n outing ocs the whole circle of friends jus hate seeing the bfs they bring. Its so sad.. cos I’m someone who enjoys companies of my friends.. I love organizing outing n gatherings.. I also love to invite my girlfriends n their bfs *if they r nice ppl* along but its tough for me to invite them n having them bringing their bfs *those that act like jerks* will spoil the mood as no one like her bfs whom she feels is the most perfect n caring bf.. we as friends don wish to break their "perfect" relationship but at the same time we don wish to leave her out of the gatherings.. I’m always in a dilemma.. to invite or not to invite.. can’t jus invite her n ask her not to bring bf rite? Haiz.. now with more n more of my girlfriends preferring to tag their bfs along even though his unwelcome.. how to ask them out?? I don deny that I always tag my bf along.. but more imptly I respect my friends.. if they r not comfortable with me bringing my bf then I’ll tell deardear n he is fine with it.. he will allow me to go for girls nite out *but of cos I need to let him know in advance so he can find his own programs*
But most of the times my gfs r fine as deardear blends in well with us them.. keke.. maybe becos when we go out we act like friends more like couple.. I have friends who stick to their “beloved” bf like bees to honey.. sometimes I don understand why they bother to come out as a group.. they might as well out out on their own cos we as friends feel so awkward having to c their intimate behaviors *so uncomfortable* Sometimes I feel so angry.. if u wanna b intimate go get a room lah! why bother come out with us then u 2 walk together n isolate us aside *why bother rite?*
At times, I would call some of my girlfriends whom I really care for to explain the situation n express our sentiments but most of the time my girlsfriends *blinded by love* will feel that I’m threatening them to break off with their bfs n stuff like that.. but all I ask is if she can come out w/o her bf tagging along.. is that too much to ask for? I really dunno.. I sincerely pray that my senseless friends will have a happy ending with their bfs *except for some whom I know the bfs r jerks* but they jus don understand.. I believe the saying “Love Is Blind” is so true.. when u r in love.. all u can c is him n u.. I have gone thru that phrase n I sort of regreted it cos I ended up losing a lot of my friends.. but now I have learn to give each other some space to go out n do our own things.. maybe for me n to me.. our relationship have come to a certain level of maturity.. a stage where u r jus as comfortable w/o him ard u for a while.. enjoying some time with my beloved friends.. keeping myself updated abt their work n life.. keeping the contact n maintaining the friendship within.. but the happier thing is that most of my friends will usually n automatically ask out of respect if my bf will b tagging along n they know that they can feel free to tell me not to bring him along if they wanted a girls nite out.. it’s a understanding btw us.. me n my friends..
To: All my beloved girlfriends
" I really loved to ask you along on our outings for pinics n BBQs n dinners n KTV sessions etc. but I hope that u understand that I’m not out to make life difficult for u or wat but its really tough for me when u bring ur bfs along.. I enjoy ur company n presence but ur bf will prob kill the mood n I don wish that everyone else mood b dampen.. I’m not saying this out of my individual opinion but of a view that is share but many *no names mention*
If u do feel bad that everyone gets to bring their bf n u don u can jus let me know.. I can arrange for jus girls nite out.. no bfs allow.. I jus want u to know that I still value our friendships n I still care for u.."
To: My Beloved Deardear
"We have come a long way.. we have grown out of the intense jealousy n established our own lecvel of trust in us.. I paareciate all that you have done for me.. I really do.. I thank u for always appreciating all that I have donme for u too.. u make me understand the phrase "Beauty lie in the eyes of the beholder" cos even with my less then pleasant outlook.. u still compliment me whenever u can.. u encourage me in everything I go.. n support all the decisions I make.. thank u for ur support thru the yrs.. thx for having such a big heart to care for my friends as much as I cared for them.. thx for loving me all these yrs.. thx for tolerating all my nonsense.. my tantrums.. my PMS.. my stubbornness n headstrong personally.. Thank you for loving n appreciating me for who I am n what I am. For I don have the looks nor the body.. I only have wat is in my heart for u…
"I will always love u, Long"

YipEE

today is a relatively good monday.. not as blue as usual.. work was in gradually n i'm starting to be able to cope n handle all the work *glad*
was talking to Doris n got the good news!! her husband will be going back soon n that means we girls can come out for dinner.. shopping.. KTVs etc!!! Have oredi fixed a date with Doris n Jeanie for a fun filled wk *excited*
deardear got half a day off today.. so he was sweet enough to pick me up from work despite his painful leg *appreciate that dear.. muack!* we headed to Great World City for Kenny Rogers as i was like craving for the pasta salad.. *yummy!*
now i'm back home.. watching "Desperate Housewife" n snuggling up with deardear.. back to watching now.. tml is Tuesday *wink*

Sun-Day

Its sunday again.. tml gotta go back to work.. haizz.. no choice lah..
Morning woke up late as usual.. woke my darling deardear up only to find out he only slept @ 0655 in the morning cos he still can't tune back to the normal time *my poor deardear*
nonetheless he woke up n we headed to ikea for brunch.. was packed as usual but we were lucky saw a table jus enough for 2 of us.. deardear got chicken rendang for both of us n also chicken wings.. deardear got his usual dose of coffee.. after that we stroll ard for furniture to plan for our future home *ke..ke* then we proceed to Queensway shopping centre as deardear wanted to get me a badminton racquet for me so that i can join him for badminton.. was looking ard with deardear for quite some time but can't find a rite one for myself *sorry dear.. thanx for ur patiance*
back home afterthat reading papers n watching TV as usual.. was also planning our little gathering n snacking on tibits *again.. ke ke*
planning.. planning.. planning.. also looking forward to my gucci sales this fri.. then deardear's rugby match at SP followed by champange brunch with my boss.. wah! wee! think its gonna b a wonderful week coming along *wink*

Lazy Sat

today woke up in the early afternoon n smell the burning smell of joss paper.. yupz! it "duan wu" festival.. the festival where i get to eat dumplings.. so for my brunch i had 1 meat dumpling n 1 vegetarian dumpling *courtesy of ray's mum* yum yum.. its was very tasty! its been a long time since i ate home made dumplings.. guess since my granny pass away n my maternal granny so ill.. i really start to miss the taste...
today is a "lumping" day as my poor deardear's leg is injured n he still haven't gotten used to the normal life hrs *gotta do 12-14 hrs duty watch when sailing* althought he suggested that we can go shopping to make up for the lost time while his out sailing but i jus can't bear to watch him limp *i'm not so inconsiderate even if i love shopping*.. moreover he be having some inspection coming along next wk.. so guess its better for him to rest well but i really appreciate wat u r doing for me *thanks dear.. Muack!*
so we stay in to watch tv.. n dvds.. n also got the time to change my blogskin.. the prev one i edit till very messy.. so decided to change.. keke.. was wanting to catch mr n mrs smith at nite but even the gold class seats at GV Grand was full so instead we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for dinner at the famous "Parklane Zha Yun Tun Noodles".. had the "yun tun" noodles + Fried "yun tuns" + fried "you tiao".. afterthat went to get some VCDs to kill time at nite.. got "The Eye 10" n "Meet the Fockers" n also brought lotsa tibits to go with the VCDs.. ke ke.. still watching "Who am I" now.. so later will b starting on my VCDs.. gotta go now.. movies here i come...

friday nite

today wake up to a nice morning cos i'm back to the mornings where my beloved deardear will get me my favorite breakfast before he leaves for work *so xin fu*
headed to work to a whole pile of work.. as usual.. more permits.. more invs.. but oredi gotten used to it *urgh! when will my confirmation come?*
deardear today bz bz.. got ippt.. then played soccer for the carat closing.. he he.. they got 2nd n deardear added another trophy to his prestigous collection of participation in navy associated games *rugby.. soccer.. etc*
but dunno wat soccer he played! came back with lots of bruise! n a very big blister on his leg *my poor deardear* he could hardly walk properly.. guess its really painful.. he was limping ard when we went shopping yst.. yup! yst went shopping with jeanie to chk out on the gucci sales.. went to christian dior n saw this dior bag *so cute* was quite affordable n jeanie was tempted to buy but decided to give it some consideration.. when to DKNY n Prada too n in the end i ended up buying a sling bag from prada.. seems that the bag is "the one" cos tried so many slings but none fit me so well!! *even jeanie said that it suits me very well* thanks to my beloved deardear.. he brought the bag for me cos i've being eyeing it for a while n even if there was no discount.. he didn't beat an eyelid when he pay *muack.. love u*
wanted to go further with my shopping but can't bear to let my deardear walk any further with his painful blisters.. n me n jeanie was oredi very hungry thus settled for dinner at marche at heeren.. we had the jumbo saugages + Chicken leg + mashed potatos + potato wedges + stirlon steak for my deardear.. yum yum yum.. delicious!! we stayed ard chatting as usual n by the time we finished it was almost 11pm.. so now back home.. finished my shower.. blogging n chatting with deardear n auntie.. my sis have headed to thailand oredi.. hope they have a nice trip.. tml is "duan wu" festival.. so "ba zhang" here i come.. ke ke..

happy happy!!

today is a very bz bz day at work.. buzzing ard like a bee.. doing invs.. arranging invs.. filing.. sorting.. printing.. arranging flights.. permit etc etc.. morning also got training then after lunch start to get bz.. but something caught me by surprise.. my boss was supposed to have a meeting from 9-11am but ard 0930 while i was preparing to go for my training.. my boss pop by to my desk n ask if i recieved the invitation n if i'm attending it *so surprised!*
i had actually informed my snr abt my attendance but my boss still came to ask me personally n also ask if i'm bringing anyone *blush*
Cool! will b going for a celebration at intercontinetal hotel for their champage brunch.. can't wait to go.. but can't bring deardear cos my collegues all never bring partner *haiz.. sorry dear* anyway deardear has jus came back *miss him so much*
he was so shagged out.. all red like a lobster.. he was telling me abt wat has happen during the sailing.. seems something happened n my poor deardear also couldn't make it back home *phew.. thank god.. my prayers r answer*
the only thing thats impt is my deardear is safely back on land n thats all i ask for... jus had mac donald's for dinner n after this gonna head for my shower n then my beauty rest *yawnz*

new look

hav been wanting to get a new haircut n also hair colur to cover all my whites *must b due to stress*
so after work when to get a nice colour for my hair.. think its something like "copper brown" can't remember cos have been too bz at work to remember all these small things.. thanks to my beloved jo *my youngest sis* she did a good job n bingo had a new hair colour...
work have been super bz.. lots of inv to do n learning to do permits liao *so hard*.. so many things to do n always at the wrong time.. haiz.. still no news of where my office will b..
wed went kimage to look for cary *my hairstylist* for my haircut.. have been bored with my hairstyle so got cary to do something diff for me...
Ah!!!!! she snap off my fringe! now i think i look like when i'm in my secondary sch days!!! die liao lah.. i cut my hair till shoulder length then realise a bit too short!!! this time really die ah.. deardear come back sure upset one *sobz.. sobz*
dunno how my deardear will react to my new look tml when he comes back... can't wait to c him tml *wink*

blue blue blue

boring! its mon again.. *yawnz*
my beloved deardear jus left me for his wk long sailing.. n prob b back thurs nite if his schedule is accurate lah *pray*
today is another blue blue monday.. only day 1 n i'm oredi missing my deardear *haiz*
didn't had any plans for the day till doris called to tell me her husband coming back on thurs *urgh! there goes our fri girls nite out* so today decided on an early one with jeanie n doris *sorry jeanie.. u gotta push away ur other date*.. also to rid us all of the mon blues.. ke ke..
went down to marriot for its international buffet.. yum yum.. had cold prawns *but have to peel myself*.. cray fish.. oysters.. fresh salmon..n deserts!!!! ha ha! my favorite.. after that chill over a cuppa tea.. was chatting n talking abt things happening ard.. work.. life.. present.. future.. basically everything.. sometimes i wonder why the 3 of us of 3 generations can click so well.. maybe its fate.. i dunno.. but definately cherish this affinity.. now back home.. alone.. no calls.. no msgs.. no hugs n kissess *miss u so much dear*
Deardear:
"how r u out at sea? hope everything is fine n the sea is smooth.. how's the cookies i made? nice? hope u enjoying them.. everything is fine back on land.. i'm missing u badly.. going to bed soon.. definately will miss ur hug n having u to tuck me in.. muack! good nite dear.."

~lovely dovely sunday~

yst was a sat fill with little events but many happiness.. woke up early to mac donald's breakfast n a beautiful sat morning with all our favourite cartoons..powerpuff girls *yeah!*.. pokemon advance n gransezers.. was planning to go shopping in the afternoon but decided that shopping can wait *jus wanna spend more time together* so we spent the afternoon snuggling up in bed n watching my "my date with a vampire".. althought deardear have finished the show but he still accompany me to watch it.. after that we nap a little before deardear got me some dim sum for tea time snack.. had some siau mai n fan choi *yum yum* afterthat plan for our long awaited bowling game *have been itching to play*
dinner was settled at the bowling alley eating.. instant noodles.. takeaway nasi lemak..fries n burgers *ha ha.. jus realised we have been eating "rubbish" for the whole day..* doris called ard 1030 n decided that she together with alan kor kor joined us for a few games.. alan kor kor was good *nice posture! ke ke..*
today i pigged till 1pm *as usual was watching my show* althought deardear had woke up much earlier.. he couldn't bear to wake me up n jus waited till i had enough of my beauty rest *silly boy.. next time at least get urself something to eat lah.. love u..*
had lunch ard 2pm before heading down to ntuc todo some grocery shopping n also get some rations for deardear's sailing... i'm baking some butter cakes n chocolate chip cookies for deardear to bring along for his sailing trip *its been some time since i had time to bake for him*
n also cooking him dinner.. we'll be having black pepper chicken chop n dessert will be ice cream!! ke ke!! deardear went soccer up at the hill top to relief some stress before leaving for base at 4am later *yes.. book in in the wee hrs* so gonna spend the last few hrs i have with him before he leaves for his wk long sailing *praying all will be fine n smooth*
will difinately miss having him ard n recieving his calls n msgs in office when i'm stress up.. but guess i'll b able to survive all this with the company of my dearest "qin ai des" n "lalings"
To Deardear:
" pls take good care of urself out at sea.. i know u always sail n have been doing ur job well but out in the open sea anything can happen.. jus b careful with everything u do.. will be praying for u n missing u till u b back on sin land.. love u miss u.. *hugz n kisses*"

move it

it fri!! work is normal as usual.. nothing much to do.. heard from my snr that my proj manager said that we most prob gotta shift to pandan office!! *argh* so yst finally pluck up the courage to ask my boss n he said that its still not confirmed yet so jus let me hold the hope for now that we don have to shift there *praying praying praying*
had dinner at the tepanyaki store *seems missing from all the food court* at great world city food court.. the service sucks.. n the standard of the food also not as nice.. then went to watch "madagascar".. cool cartoon! so cute.. so funny.. i like the zebra.. n the lion n all of them.. really gd to wtach it if u r stress!! had a good laugh.. yeah *u gotta move it move it..*
ha ha ha!!! thats all for now.. gotta go get some sleep.. then get ready for tml.. maybe going swimming.. but bowling is definately in *me n deardear hands itchy liaoz*
maybe shopping sounds gd too.. hmmmzzzz.. wat to do? wat to do?

peace

today is a relatively peaceful day cos my boss is still out of town n my snr did not come poking at me *phew*
was more or less thinking of how i can save n protect myself from her "attack" guess the only way is to make sure all my inv has no flaws so today i did a very "evil" thing.. i dug out all the invs she had done herself.. copy the rates n print it out.. so in future any problems i will throw it back at her face *evil snare!*
but last time this stint failed.. so hopefully the best is she leave me alone *praying*
today deardear is off so he went to take his evaluation n passed it.. so for the next few wks will be lessons n more lessons *hoping he can pass by this yr*
deardear have been very tired at work *as usual* so even thought his off today i suggested that we order KFC n eat in instead of going out so that my poor deardear can rest at home else when his wk long sailing starts next wk *yes.. his sailing again* he won't even have time to eat.. haizz.. for the whole of next wk i'm gonna be all alone cos deardear will b out at sea n he can't even call me.. so no news.. no call.. cannot c him.. cannot hear his voice.. cannot tell him wat i do.. how i feel.. also dunno if all is fine for him.. haiz... anyway have jus finish my chicken n deardear jus drop me a good news.. he will sail in the wee hrs on mon morning instead of sun nite! *yipee* at least can spend another few more hrs with him *contented*
i know i shd have gotten used all these yrs but of cos will still b sad lah.. my sisters *all of them* also going to thailand for holiday *i'm all alone!* wanted to tag along but i can't as i'm still under probation *sobz.. sobz*
haiz.. don think so much lah.. maybe can start asking all my friends out for dinner n shopping liao.. huimei & odie.. jackson n weiliang.. doris n co.... belle n co..hmmzz... gucci.. prada.. LV here i come!!! dinner anybody? oh jeanie n doris don forget our gucci date *wink*

BITCH!!!!!

Feeling much better today could b the fact that my boss is not in town so feel slightly more relax.. of cos if my snr don come disturb me then will b better lah.. But like I expected... my snr likes to show her almighty to me... Includes reprimanding me in front of others n finding faults with everything I do... today is no diff... As if it’s not bad enough to have to wait 10mins for a stupid feeder bus n having to b 5 mins late for work.. was oredi very shag rushing n half running to office n jus praying for a peaceful day.. Then my snr say she needs me to do thing.. so went over to c her n ended up waiting for a gd 15-20mins.. besides the pt she was arguing regards to some wrong inv value n was very pissed oredi.. so not wanting to provoke her further.. I jus shut my mouth n sat there then after the call.. she wanted to pass me something to do but realized that the doc r too complicated even herself also not sure if she can get it rite so she change her mind n decided to do DIY not forgetting to add her favourite phrase
“rather DIY myself then letting u do!" I’m not too confident to do it so i jus say i may make mistakes *was trying to b honest*”
After that my snr started saying that the inv I did that time got error again.. she throw back to me n stared at me asking if I understand wat she wanted me to do.. the instruction goes like this:
“ I will arrange for AAA n is BBB charge $---“
On a separate instruction sheet xx indicate:
AAA charge = cc $--, dd=$-- etc
So it got me thinking when xx say its wrong from my understanding is according to AAA = cc $--/ dd = $-- etc
Which is wrong so I read again n ask if I shd have included BBB charges.. guess wat?
Its wrong! Shd b according to BBB only!!!
Pls lor!! I hear oredi I also blur!! Is my English so bad that I don understand simple English or follow simple instructions?
But how come BBB charges is AAA charges + others?!! she never mention n still write separately instead of jus ask me to follow the email instructions?
Then when I tell her tat my proj manager write like that also do like this n she jus shoot back:
“he is his method u can’t mix them up! *my proj manager is also her sup lor*”
Everyone instructions is diff.. yeah rite.. everyone is diff... my boss, proj manager n shipping coordinater have no prob with their invs n I can do all the inv with min 90% accuracy how come her is only max 60% accuracy? Does the fault lay in her or the rest of the rest or me? I really wonder sometimes.. or maybe like doris n jeanie say she jus wants to make my life difficult!
i hate her! My main motto now is I must tahan n stay here n the main goal is to piss her off... every single day *evil smile*
not wanting to spoil my oredi bad day.. deardear came to pick me up n cheer me up at my office.. when went ard china sq to find his macross before heading to "vilage" a marche lookalike place there for dinner.. had a sumptous meal of jumbo chicken sausages.. cajun chicken.. whipped potato.. potato wedges n mixed seafood combo.. deardear seems to b having a good appetite n wanted to continue with waffles n cakes but i really filled to the rim liao *burp.. oops! keke*
so now back home.. resting n also catching up abt all the things happening ard.. his work.. my work.. our plans for flat.. plans for another holiday.. n also all the little nonsense ^_^